Losing my mind!

I seem to be frequently losing my mind these days! Or at least misplacing it for a few hours at a time.

I seem to be at this point in my life where everything that I needed to do is just being finished up, and I sort of have nothing to look forward to. I mean how lame is that. For the first time in my life, I do not have to go to classes, do not have to worry about exams and marks... and geeting late for college, and here I am simply freaking out because I DON'T know what to do with my time.

Well, to be honest I do have to finish my project and have yet to finish the presentation for the project before actually having the free time that I am dreading, though that might be my problem.

I sit in front of the computer and try to read through the papers that I have downloaded which I have to make sense of and then try and use the principles in the project, but I seem to do nothing but read and not really get anything. I have read such a lot about prosody modeling and intonations and yet I don't really know what that entails.

People talk to me and then get this weird look on their faces that says "Hello!! Where are you???" And I'm like "I'm right here.... help me out of this funk!!" And no one really gets it...

I need a vacation!!! From thinking... Maybe I'll find one of those summer camps to go to... a winter one...